heya guys been away from this in a while,

Charli is now in ireland leaving me all alone, i miss her so much.
it strange how when someone is there so much when they are gone you turn and around and just expect them there, i keep cooking extra toasties and forget she ain't here.

had shaun campling over yesterday/today which was great someone i can actually talk to but that night i had a nightmare about h is cousin hating me (were good friends in high school) and chris was tryng to find out why on the phone but she knew i was there, tis strange i suppose when you are alone you regress back to those you trusted once a long time ago, hoping there are still there.

hope everyone is holding up ok haven't heard from you guys in a while.